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diff --git a/journal/2020-04-10.md b/journal/2020-04-10.md
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 # Day 4
  
- The fourth day without Jaxon is going well so far. I'm home with Bennet, who is *very* cuddly today.
+The fourth day without Jaxon is going well so far. I'm home with Bennet, who is *very* cuddly today.
+
+![hammock](../images/hammock.jpg)
+
+Today (and most of last night) has been a different dynamic. 
+Fewer tears, but instead periods of intense sadness, maybe some numbness. When I have specific memories of Jaxon that
+pop up, rather than tearing up or crying it becomes a wave of sobering nothingness.
+I can't decide if it's better or worse than tears, but it's probably better because it doesn't last very long usually.
+
+Jaxon and my son used to talk about the fish, though I think they had some differing opinions...
+
+![friends](../images/friends.jpg)
  
- ![hammock](../images/hammock.jpg)
- 
- Today (and most of last night) has been a different dynamic. 
- Fewer tears, but instead periods of intense sadness, maybe some numbness. When I have specific memories of Jaxon that
- pop up, rather than tearing up or crying it becomes a wave of sobering nothingness.
- I can't decide if it's better or worse than tears, but it's probably better because it doesn't last very long usually.
- 
- Jaxon and my son used to talk about the fish, though I think they had some differing opinions...
- 
- ![friends](../images/friends.jpg)
- 
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+The rest of the day went well, Bennet napped while I took a break. We all went on a walk to the gas station nearby for ice cream.
+
+Thankfully, I think this is going to be a short entry.
+
+[Day 5](2020-04-11.md)
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