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Jaxon, my best friend
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+# Jetbrains
+.idea/
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But that's okay, because most of this will probably be typed through tears anyways.
+
+Jaxon was a ~~world~~ house-renowned drummer.
+
+## Nicknames
+
+* Jack
+* Jax
+* Jaxon-maxon (pudding and paxon)
+* Stinker-dinker (this nickname was also given to my son)
+* Jacko-macko
+* Jackle-mackle(-more)
+* Jackly-mackly-moe
+* Action Jaxon
+* Stinker-cat Jaxon
+* Pitter-patter squitter-squatter (kitter-catter)
+
## The Beginning
The very first photo I have of Jaxon after he came home in September of 2014.
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When my wife returned home we both went out to his box and cried for him. Bennet didn't really understand, but he knew that Jaxon was sleeping and wouldn't get up.
-The first night without Jaxon was not as hard as I thought, though I think it was mostly due to lingering shock and because I was very tired.
-I slept facing his side of the bed, with my arm out as it always was. He was not there, but it was a slight comfort.
-He would always get *so* jealous when I would face Nicole that I was very rarely able to do so.
-Now I am able to, but I don't think I will be comfortable sleeping facing away from Jaxon's side for a few nights.
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-Thankfully Brad slept down at my feet, so I was able to feel some cat-warmth, silly though it may sound.
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[Day 1](2020-04-07.md)
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+# Day 0 - Night
+
+The first night without Jaxon was not as hard as I thought, though I think it was mostly due to lingering shock and because I was very tired.
+I slept facing his side of the bed, with my arm out as it always was. He was not there, but it was a slight comfort.
+He would always get *so* jealous when I would face Nicole that I was very rarely able to do so.
+Now I am able to, but I don't think I will be comfortable sleeping facing away from Jaxon's side for a few nights.
+
+Thankfully Brad slept down at my feet, so I was able to feel some cat-warmth, silly though it may sound.
+
# Day 1
Today was much harder than yesterday. There were many tears, talks of getting another cat, more tears because what I really wanted was Jaxon.
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+# Day 1 - Night
+
+The second night without Jaxon was harder than the first, but I guess I expected it would be.
+Brad slept by my feet again, so that was some comfort, and my wife has been incredibly supportive.
+
+I slept facing my wife for a while, but woke up facing Jaxon's side.
+He used to groom my hand until it was all clean, something I will miss for a long time to come.
+
+# Day 2
+
+I cried plenty in the shower, remembering all the stupid things Jaxon would do.
+I've added a list of [nicknames](../README.md#nicknames) to the front page, I'd like to remember as many as I can.
+
+He would always be *very* upset when I emerged from the shower with my scent gone.
+Sometimes he would nap while waiting.
+
+![shower](../images/shower.jpg)
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