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Jaxon, my best friend
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jolheiser <john.olheiser@gmail.com>
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 * Action Jaxon
 * Stinker-cat Jaxon
 * Pitter-patter squitter-squatter (kitter-catter)
+* Scooter-booter
 
 ## The Beginning
 
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+# Day 3 - Night
+
+The fourth night without Jaxon went well. I was able to face my wife (until our son woke up at 12:30).
+I slept in my son's nursery from 12:30-4:30, attempted my escape, failed, then slept from 4:30-5:30 before making it
+back to the room.
+
+# Day 4
+ 
+ The fourth day without Jaxon is going well so far. I'm home with Bennet, who is *very* cuddly today.
+ 
+ ![hammock](../images/hammock.jpg)
+ 
+ Today (and most of last night) has been a different dynamic. 
+ Fewer tears, but instead periods of intense sadness, maybe some numbness. When I have specific memories of Jaxon that
+ pop up, rather than tearing up or crying it becomes a wave of sobering nothingness.
+ I can't decide if it's better or worse than tears, but it's probably better because it doesn't last very long usually.
+ 
+ Jaxon and my son used to talk about the fish, though I think they had some differing opinions...
+ 
+ ![friends](../images/friends.jpg)
+ 
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