diff --git a/README.md b/README.md index 0604ee79e6a102586877e30ef95b95ab744a1c55..53fcb15bc1173b260dd8c425b30d673281a49335 100644 --- a/README.md +++ b/README.md @@ -16,8 +16,6 @@ * Jax * Jaxon-maxon (pudding and paxon) * Stinker-dinker (this nickname was also given to my son) # Jaxon - A Grief Journal -This is my git/markdown grief journal for my cat, my very best friend, Jaxon. It will probably be a lot of rambling, and -# Jaxon - A Grief Journal I have a feeling many English majors would be deeply offended. * Jackle-mackle(-more) * Jackly-mackly-moe diff --git a/images/helper.jpg b/images/helper.jpg deleted file mode 100644 index d1bb9fcfd7ac34d5328eceb157d67b82b499ee5b..0000000000000000000000000000000000000000 Binary files a/images/helper.jpg and /dev/null differ diff --git a/images/hope.jpg b/images/hope.jpg deleted file mode 100644 index 436f2abd8323b281ad8ff183943068d1f7a53244..0000000000000000000000000000000000000000 Binary files a/images/hope.jpg and /dev/null differ diff --git a/journal/2020-04-08.md b/journal/2020-04-08.md index de7644292612983ffc875528014f7ef0abbc95bd..163ffa2db83959906c1ad19cc4efcceafeec6bc3 100644 --- a/journal/2020-04-08.md +++ b/journal/2020-04-08.md @@ -14,25 +14,5 @@ He would always be *very* upset when I emerged from the shower with my scent gone. Sometimes he would nap while waiting. -# Day 1 - Night - -It's my first day working from home without him, and it's a little tough without my usual project manager. -# Day 1 - Night Brad slept by my feet again, so that was some comfort, and my wife has been incredibly supportive. - -![helper](../images/helper.jpg) - -Unfortunately we weren't able to go for a walk before Bennet's nap, but I think we will be able to go this afternoon. - -I still get weepy from time to time when I encounter a new "first" without him. - -When preparing lunch (leftover brats) it occurred to me that when I originally grilled them, Jaxon was still with us. -I don't know why, but the thought hurt a lot. To think again of the happy memories we had just days before he passed. - -I know it will get easier, but part of me wants to stay sad forever. That to do otherwise would mean I loved him less. -But I know that's not true, that it will heal, and that he would want me to be happy again. - -![hope](../images/hope.jpg) - -[Day 3](2020-04-09.md) \ No newline at end of file